gemlog: trans memoria (2024)

gemlog/2025/06-24.gmi

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+# trans memoria (2024)
+
+## 2025-06-24
+
+> i'm not sharing what happened with anyone but you.
+
+i don't know how we're supposed to go on living without Meril. every shot of this film, every vacant hall, empty street, and sunken shopping mall is haunted by her absence.
+
+as trans women, the possibilities for our lives are deeply entwined. we look to each other, not as role models, but as mirrors. in the reflections, we hope to find the evidence we need to disprove what we've been taught: that our desire can never be realized. to hold an impossible desire is to be alone, and so our sense of potentiality is inseparable from our sisterhood.
+
+when a sister leaves us, our connection to her is undiminished. we become shrouded in the lack of her. Aamina, Athena, and Victoria pursue their transitions—each in its own stage—and see themselves in each other. but their reflections are also in Meril. her fate belongs to them too.
+
+> in my memory, the city had become desolate. people had disappeared. only roads, buildings, and nature were left. but in the empty city, there were also you and me.
+
+=> .. 🏠 tamsin's gemlog

gemlog/index.gmi

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 # superfemme drag
 
+## 2025
+
+=> 2025/06-24.gmi 2025-06-24 trans memoria (2024)
+
 ## 2024
 
 => 2024/06-04.gmi 2024-06-04 we have the relationships of too many rats in a cage

index.gmi

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 ## currently
 
+=> gemlog/2025/06-24.gmi trans memoria (2024)
 => gemlog/2024/06-04.gmi we have the relationships of too many rats in a cage
-=> gemlog/2024/04-03.gmi unbecoming
-=> gemlog/2024/03-24.gmi one thousand pieces
 
 ## about